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Thursday, October 28th, 2004

Time:4:07 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
chloe_is_love is my new livejournal. this one will be deleted shortly.
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Monday, October 25th, 2004

Subject:my weekend
Time:9:17 pm.
Mood: life hurts.
well my weekend was sort of horrible. lately i havent been feeling so good around mike and i prayed about it and felt like god was showing me that i didnt really need a boyfriend right now. so yesterday i broke up with him. it was the most horrible feeling i have ever had but i really needed to stop and notice that this was not right. i also found out that gabe is a big fat butthead. he has been lying to us all this time. he has a girlfriend. her name is anna. he broke mel's heart. shes really sad. me and mel are sad sisters together.

on firday we won our game against valhalla 3-0 so i was in the newspaper because i got a shutout. look at saturdays newspaper in the sports section under high school scoreboard for the game between valhalla high school and helix high. it says shutout: Liddell(that's me!).
we also played santana today and lost 2-3. it sucked.

i also met this guy at sonrise on saturday, he was really nice and hes kinda pretty.

here is a quote:

"My definition of a free society is a society where it is safe to be unpopular."
Adlai E. Stevenson Jr.
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Friday, October 22nd, 2004

Subject:stupid day
Time:8:49 am.
Mood: wrong.
so yesterday was a game against el cajon valley. we won 4 to 1 but im the goalie so that kinda sucks for me. i usually play for jv but the varsity goalie is hurt so ive been playing for her lately. varsity doesnt want me as goalie, they dont like me. i wish i hadnt let that goal in because i wanted to get a shutout. i heard one of the girls after the game say, kaycee wouldnt have let that goal in. there is also this one chick on the team that keeps telling the coach that she'll play goalie. it makes me mad because im the next best thing. maybe i should go home sick and not play for them if they dont want me to, but then theyll be even madder because they were "relying" on me. people are stupid.

on a better note, i went shopping. i got 3 pairs of jeans because i had been wearing my only pair every day this week because it was cold and rainy. i also got two sweaters and a shirt. shopping was fun because we havent gone in like 5 months and i really needed clothes. we also saved 10% because my sepmom got an updated old navy card.
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Sunday, October 17th, 2004

Subject:new journal
Time:9:54 pm.
Mood: contemplative.
I want a new name and i just wanteda vote from every one on which one i should use.

_rapid_tomorrow

he_brings_hope

__i_love_you__

chloe_is_love

choose one. leave a comment.
i want to have at least 10 votes before i choose one.
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Time:6:32 pm.
Mood: blah.

so friday was mikes birthday, and saturday we celebrated. it rained and i was so excited that i woke up this morning at 6 o clock to watch it rain. i also got that shirt that i wanted that says,"experts agree, drugs are for suckers" i really like it. so life is sort of good except my best friend at school is going away to west hills in two weeks. west hills is stealing all the christians from helix. i just hate it that people keep running away from their problems. but since she is leaving i will be the new vice president. i have so many plans for christian club and im praying for god to give me wisdom of what to do. we only have about 6 key christian club members and i want christian club to be more involved at my school. so if there are any christians out there who go to helix you should start coming to christian club in rm 1430 on thursday.

happy birthday MIKEY!!!Collapse )

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Thursday, October 14th, 2004

Time:9:44 pm.

on the day of the crucifixion they were filled with sadness; on the first day of the week gladness. at the crucifixion they were hopeless; on the first day of the week their hearts glowed with certainty and hope.  when the message of the resurrection first came they were incredulous and hard to be convinced, but once they became assured they never doubted again. what could account for the astonishing change in these men in so short a time? the mere removal of the body from the grave could never have transformed their spirits and characters. three days are not enough for a legend to spring up which would so affect them. time is needed for a process of legendary growth. it is a psychological fact that demands a full explanation. think of the character of the witnesses, men and women who gave the world the highest ethical teaching it has ever known, and who even on the testimony of their enemies lived it out in their lives. think of the psychological absurdity of picturing a little band of defeated cowards cowering in an upper room one day and a few days later transformed into a company that no persecution could silence--and then attempting to attribute this dramatic change to nothing more convincing than a miserable fabrication they were trying to foist upon the world. that simply wouldn’t make sense.

jojo in the starsCollapse )

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Monday, October 11th, 2004

Subject:stuff
Time:9:44 pm.
Mood: moody.
lately ive been thinking about life and how much i havent been trusting god with my problems.
ive been crying so much lately and its horrible
i prayed about my stress with my family and things and asked god to relieve my emotions for a few days.
wednesday was sad and i cried for like three hours after i got off the phone with mike.
its like no one cares.
i feel sad like every day.
i hope im not getting depressed again,
that time in my life was not good and i need to pray more often.
i have a headache again
ive been getting those again lately too.
last week was really bad.
my sister wants to help me and stuff but she doesnt even know whats wrong.
i also freaked some people out yesterday because i randomly started talking to them.
haha that was funny.
okay i had one good moment this week, talking to those people and freaking them out.
its good to finally get this stuff out.
me and my grandpa had a really bad fight last night.
he was yelling at me and he wopuldnt let me talk so i just left the house because he just kept yelling.
he was definitly drunk.
my aunt was there an she wants me to prayfor peace with my grandpa.
my uncle is the same way.
hes really mean when he is drunk and he just keeps telling you everything you do wrong when you talk to him.
he always makes jokes about how im fat.
its horrible.
now im watching csi miami so i have to go.
here is a bible verse(i think im going to do that instead of quotes):
"God is not a man, that he should lie.
He is not a human, that he should change his mind.
Has he ever spoken and failed to act?
Has he ever promised and not carried it through?"
-Numbers 23:19
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Saturday, October 9th, 2004

Time:9:30 am.
Mood: hungry.
i wanted to sleep in this morning but for some reason i woke up at 7:30am and couldn't fall back asleep. my stomach hurts really bad. im supposed to go shopping today with kari for homecoming. i really need jeans too. ive been so sad lately its wierd. ive been crying a lot. i hope my depression isnt coming back, that would be horrible. im watching little man tate. its pretty good. im hungry, i think im gonna go get something to eat.bye.
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Friday, October 8th, 2004

Subject:bored
Time:8:13 am.
Mood: finals=death.
im in study hall, and im really bored. im gonna die of boredom. i think the only entertaining thing in this room is the wierd leaders. their pretty cool i guess. they pretty much let you do whatever you want as long as its quiet. these guys are only here on mondays, wednesdays, and fridays though. this other chick is here the other days. she doesnt like people who talk. and shes really uptight. okay i have run out of things to talk about. this is really boring. at least we have finals so this class is only thirty minutes today. k well im bored. ryan wants to talk to cassie right now so i cant really talk to him. yeah, now hes watching me type stuff about him. and now he wants me to let hm write something. yeah right. just kidding here's ryan: Yo whores! whats happnin? finals = death! even though i do reaally good because im perfect -ryan yeah so that was dumb here's a quote: "what is today, but yesterday's tomorrow." -mr. krabbs from spongebob
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Sunday, October 3rd, 2004

Subject:my color!
Time:7:21 pm.
Mood: content.
HASH(0x8984060)
You're the color blue. You have the three c's in
life--you're cool, caring and confident.
Trustworthy and honest, people are naturally
attracted to you. You're unusually optimistic,
but that makes life all the better. You're an
imaginative person who loves sleeping and
dreaming. Hard-working and determined, you
excell in school. You're everybody's favorite,
and this is because you have this undefined
richness in your personality and attitude.
Mild-tempered and stable. Not to mention very
intelligent. Along with the fact that you're
conservative, you're worried about the
environment. So basically, you're a generous,
dependable and devoted--just the kind of person
everybody needs. Wouldn't it be great if
everybody in the world were like you?


What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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